Gay, Fifteen, and worried?

If I were u I'd prolly tell some rlly close friends like maybe ones not on sports? See how they take it, maybe joke about it and see how they react, that's what I did last year and it led to me coming out to some close friends who spread it around for me. I still have people that I know who have no idea that I'm gay but I don't feel like I'm hiding because if they asked I would mostly tell them. Except fro some of the guys on the swim team who are major homophones and I know what you mean by they would "murder" you in that sense of them thinking "you only joined swimming so u could look at guys" way if thinking. If you want to talk I'm going through the same things so email me at dow.brady95@gmail.com if u have any questions about things. And I know how there's Internet creepers and stuff like that so if u want confirmation I'm actually in highschool u can have me write something down and send u a pic of me holding it for confirmation. It's not good to feel like your always hiding and finding people to talk to is key in keeping it together.